You’ve described me at least part way as well. I had to logically think through everyday social interactions like a robot or alien that just landed here and was tasked to figure things out but I lost my communication with the mother ship kind of thing

 I think part of mine I’ve narrowed down to being born very preterm – at 6.5 months, which causes changes in white-matter growth, leading to what’d be diagnosed as inattentive adhd now most likely. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder as a kid and I’ve always identified with autistic-type behaviors and peoples and certainly am in that spectrum somewhere.