While I’m doing other things and interacting with other people online and off, my mind keeps coming back to this post. How I feel as if I could’ve written that, now or in the past. How whatever this template, archetype, “way of being”, whatever it could be called has been and continues being such an important part of what I also put “out there” – and kick myself when I don’t and fall short. It’s hard to describe but you do it well. It’s not strictly a role-model thing for me — I don’t want imitation – but more like an ongoing awareness that my every action and word and even thoughts about others and self acts as a model for others in some way, whether I intend it to or not…. and if the “me” that I express caused someone to feel smaller or lesser, that’s a part of this me that I have to work on. It keeps me on a path of self-betterment and it’s an ongoing struggle but so worth it. I really love your post here and it’s my honor to know you. Random connections that internet brings can bring about the most amazing things. You’ve encouraged me here, made impact. The world is already a better world with you on it doing what you do. Thank you.

While I’m doing other things and interacting with other people online and off, my mind keeps coming back to this post.
 
How I feel as if I could’ve written that, now or in the past. How whatever this template, archetype, “way of being”, whatever it could be called has been and continues being such an important part of what I also put “out there” – and kick myself when I don’t and fall short.
 
It’s hard to describe but you do it well. It’s not strictly a role-model thing for me — I don’t want imitation – but more like an ongoing awareness that my every action and word and even thoughts about others and self acts as a model for others in some way, whether I intend it to or not…. and if the “me” that I express caused someone to feel smaller or lesser, that’s a part of this me that I have to work on.
 
It keeps me on a path of self-betterment and it’s an ongoing struggle but so worth it.
 
I really love your post here and it’s my honor to know you. Random connections that internet brings can bring about the most amazing things. You’ve encouraged me here, made impact. The world is already a better world with you on it doing what you do. Thank you.
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from CK

“I don’t know what changed in me but something did for the better. I strive for lessons in the bad, I give myself little self talks, and everyone around me seems to give me the general consensus that I’ve obtained a very teacher-like or father-like persona, And I think that’s a good thing. A year ago I watched a cartoon called “Assassination Classroom”, it’s main character being a teacher. He always had a lesson to teach, no matter the context. Always a lesson to be learned, I told myself I wanted to be like that. I wanted to learn a new lesson or pull a message from everything.

Now I’m crazy for learning, I can’t function normally like other people because I’m always thinking about ‘what kind of lesson does this contain?’ And later I’ll reference that lesson or value and teach other people, it comes naturally too. It’s weird. I have a strong desire to teach and help others now, It’s kind of weird. Goes to show that if you set your mind to it you can achieve anything

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