Ultimately that’s what I’ve been working on; I’ve been trying to (re) train the integrity of my intuition.
I wish I could collect *everything* – even this is only a sampling of about 9000+ out of 23000 writings I’ve found. I downloaded all my FB data, G+, searched ancient Google, went to forums, old chat logs… and I’m STILL finding missing ‘stuff’ everywhere… but I had to ‘draw a line in the sand’ and say, “ok… it’s A SAMPLE – let’s see what it tells you”.
And I was kinda shocked honestly, because it fit better than I could’ve expected.
I’ve also saved every website I went to for the past 2 yrs in a gigantic mess I have yet to sort out. I had to abandon that part of the project for now, but eventually I want to link up changes in my way of thinking based upon what I read or was interested in at the time.
The answers are coming slowly but when they arrive with certainty, they’ve been unshakable, something I’ve never been able to do before.
I can say with certainty that I think and process and experience via analogy. I can’t speak for anyone else but at least I know I can say it for myself. And for me, that’s a powerful thing. I can stand tall on it – and I came to the conclusion the LONG way – a very very long way, so it’s very satisfying.