It’s ok. I give off the appearance of simple ’cause it makes most ppl happy to see someone happy. Not trying ot read into you, I just know it seems to be the most common cause of atheism so to speak, I’ve ever seen. Not atheism per se, but total disillusionment. All childhood dreams shattered. Anything Disney taught us about love completely shredded through with razor knives and ammonia poured on top, and a rabid earwig nibbling at the eardrum…. and _that’s_ just a pale metaphor compared to the reality.