the experience of it was interesting, noticing some patterns that are related ,trying to understand their connections. For example, one test I was supposed to press a spacebar when I saw an X on the screen but not an O or something like that. I forgot. But whatever it was, I did horribly at it. You’re supposed to “react” but each time, I had a very long delay before pressing and I still got most wrong. I forgot what test that was called. Another, I was supposed to create shapes using blocks. I did fine with the up down/left right. But when I had to match diamond patterns with the same blocks, my brain when into slow motion and a frizzle – and of course everything’s timed. Watching myself thinking and moving through mud in slow motion as the time’s ticking down and there’s no room left to figure out the blocks – I was experiencing what I can only figure as my cognitive systems fully loaded: there was actually no room left to do those blocks and I could see it as it was happening. Quite surreal and I was glad.

the experience of it was interesting, noticing some patterns that are related ,trying to understand their connections. For example, one test I was supposed to press a spacebar when I saw an X on the screen but not an O or something like that. I forgot. But whatever it was, I did horribly at it. You’re supposed to “react” but each time, I had a very long delay before pressing and I still got most wrong. I forgot what test that was called. Another, I was supposed to create shapes using blocks. I did fine with the up down/left right. But when I had to match diamond patterns with the same blocks, my brain when into slow motion and a frizzle – and of course everything’s timed. Watching myself thinking and moving through mud in slow motion as the time’s ticking down and there’s no room left to figure out the blocks – I was experiencing what I can only figure as my cognitive systems fully loaded: there was actually no room left to do those blocks and I could see it as it was happening. Quite surreal and I was glad.

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