I’ve embraced and rejected a number of theories through my life, although there’s been a core in common. I’m currently working on tying it together, but in looking back, It seems that its been an ongoing activity at least since I was around 8 yrs old and really saw the BS behind marketing/advertising. Oh and the cognitive dissonance when I tried ice skating. I remember falling three times and my mother laughing when I said, But Mom, I SAW myself doing it perfectly. I don’t know why I didn’t.
So, always fighting with at least the two layers of bullshit; one in the world and one in myself.