outlining

Created Tuesday 10 November 2020
:hierarchy

1. Order of things for you
   1. History
   2. Sociocultural
      1. no this is a lie. look at how you started this?
      2. “Order of things for you”
      3. So what made _that_ order be first?
         1. was it hiding there the whole time?
            1. you like things ordered
               1. you like things prioritized
                  1. _firstness
                  2. _secondness
            2. Things
               1. things are collections of things
                  1. nested (within nests (within nests)))
                     1. nested leads to hierarchy
                     2. outline format is a hierarchy that is ordered
            3. for
               1. There needs to be a purpose
               2. A purpose is “for somebody”
               3. Objects can be personified and can also be invisible
            4. me
               1. I am the only perspective I have possibly full access to
               2. I don’t yet have full access to that
               3. while I can see the externals of others and guess..
               4. i do not know their internals
               5. so therefore: me
2. me
   1. why me?
      1. This is the “order of things for me”
         1. the outline format takes care of the order
         2. the outline format gives a place for the things
         3. I am the one writing and reading it so it is for me
         4. so now i write about me
   2. weird beliefs of me
      1. when you look at something you bring it inside of you
         1. bringing inside of you, it becomes you
            1. when you hear something you bring it inside of you
               1. bringing it inside of you, it becomes you
            2. this holds true for all of the senses I think
      2. you are not solely composed of what you consciously experience
         1. a lot happened before you were born.
            1. the environment
               1. sociocultural
                  1. didn’t ask to be born of those parents
                  2. didn’t ask to be born a certain economic class
                  3. didn’t ask to be born on a particular land mass
                     1. didn’t agree to all of the rules of the rulers of that land mass
                  4. didn’t ask to be born in that era
                  5. didn’t ask to have those neighbors
                  6. didn’t ask to have those teachers
                  7. didn’t ask to have that family
                  8. didn’t ask to be born with those genes
                     1. didn’t ask to be involved in this evolutionary chain
                     2. didn’t ask to be born human, if born human
                     3. didn’t ask to be born on this planet
                     4. didn’t ask to be part of the spacetime continuum
                     5. didn’t ask to be bound by its rules
                  9. if god, did god ask if i wanted to be here?
                  10. add other didn’t-ask-to
      3. you are grateful for the opportunity to be here
         1. not always of course