Once, while it was easily available, I spent a year taking pseudoephedrine while drinking lots of coffee while taking B-12 sublingual… and I was in my zone.
eah, I lean towards the mania side. I can honestly say I’ve never been depressed, even though occasionally in life I thought I was. Looking back, being totally honest, it was extended melancholy. People who have depression go to depths I can imagine but I probably have never been.
I’ve had soul crushing times that take over me physically… etc Awful stuff. But when see chronic depression in people, it’s, I dunno – it’s something different. They’ve lost. Can’t get a “push” in them if they tried.
If it puts you in a happy spot, I have no problem with that. I think a lot of mental problems are personality differences really. As long as it’s not hurting yourself or anybody else in the process, Ithink of it as creativity boosting.