OK. Going to try to make connections. poor comprehender / less skilled comprehender. reading / listening comprehension. can’t infer main idea. centrality deficit. coherence issues without cohesion issues not enough processing time / uninteresting (adhd?), “jumping to conclusion” / set shifting issues / mind blind (autism?) , difficulties with reading sheet music in real time. difficulty reading formulas with symbols. difficulty remembering symbols. difficulty learning new words well enough to use them. surprised when discovering similar effects — even more surprised when realizing common causes / gets caught up the uniqueness of things / difficulty taking things for granted / perpetual appreciation / perpetual skepticism / gratitude (in bayesian this might be distrusting priors or might be trusting errors or trusting noise more than priors or noise overwhelms or current details overwhelms past generalities) HOWEVER self-established heuristics or rules / axioms are trusted. i like making my own hierarchies / ontologies / taxonomies / classifications on the fly / ad hoc / modify as needed yet i don’t trust them but constantly test. also i have great difficulty accepting taxonomies that attempt to constrain my output. my intuition. my output. my creativity as it were has to come out and also i can’t seem to edit it whether music or graphics or writing. my first draft and final paper have always been the same. cannot see own work from someone else’s top down system well if at all by myself. but i can through automated systems or authorities if they do it but i check and double check what they mean until i’m satisfied which i often never am but sometimes i accept. more coming maybe but i wanted to see some of these all in one place. i have to stare at lots of details flat like movie crime cork boards without the red yarn connecting things and in writing like this and hope something pops up or that groupings form at least. here i have loose groups that i think are similar as but also all of them are likely tied together.

OK. Going to try to make connections.

poor comprehender / less skilled comprehender. reading / listening comprehension. can’t infer main idea. centrality deficit. coherence issues without cohesion issues

not enough processing time / uninteresting (adhd?), “jumping to conclusion” / set shifting issues / mind blind (autism?) ,

difficulties with reading sheet music in real time. difficulty reading formulas with symbols. difficulty remembering symbols. difficulty learning new words well enough to use them.

surprised when discovering similar effects — even more surprised when realizing common causes / gets caught up the uniqueness of things / difficulty taking things for granted / perpetual appreciation / perpetual skepticism / gratitude (in bayesian this might be distrusting priors or might be trusting errors or trusting noise more than priors or noise overwhelms or current details overwhelms past generalities) HOWEVER self-established heuristics or rules / axioms are trusted.

i like making my own hierarchies / ontologies / taxonomies / classifications on the fly / ad hoc / modify as needed yet i don’t trust them but constantly test. also i have great difficulty accepting taxonomies that attempt to constrain my output. my intuition. my output. my creativity as it were has to come out and also i can’t seem to edit it whether music or graphics or writing. my first draft and final paper have always been the same. cannot see own work from someone else’s top down system well if at all by myself. but i can through automated systems or authorities if they do it but i check and double check what they mean until i’m satisfied which i often never am but sometimes i accept.

more coming maybe but i wanted to see some of these all in one place. i have to stare at lots of details flat like movie crime cork boards without the red yarn connecting things and in writing like this and hope something pops up or that groupings form at least.

here i have loose groups that i think are similar as but also all of them are likely tied together.

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