OH! I NEVER POSTED IT! [FOUND THE CEMENT POST sitting in another tab]
Ah ha! Bingo. Good. Very specific, very true, very accurate for me. I can CEMENT IT (“it” what?) on that and move forward. ELBW=Extremely Low Birthweight Survivors. (stuff in (is from me))
“ELBW survivors had lower odds of an alcohol or substance use disorder”… “but higher odds of:
- generalized anxiety disorder
(generic catastrophizing)
- the generalized type of social phobia
(performance anxiety, judgement (whether negative or positive))
- the inattentive subtype of attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder
(I’m sorry. What was I saying?)”
https://pediatrics.aappublications.org/content/135/3/452.short
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I think I had had this open when Navveen Dangwal helped me see that seeing self-as-machinery to the exclusion of being the operator may be an incorrect direction – and I was so surprised and glad for that, I’d forgotten to post this.
The alphabet soup of possible things many with similar overlapping symptoms was dragging me in. But as I think I tie nearly all of it as stemming from these (which I think I could collapse further into being coping mechanism to restore homeostasis) — AND the even my musicianship I can likely collapse into being way of externalizing time – or rather creating an auditory loop from into out and out to in which allows me to regulate some processes which might be generally ungrounded otherwise – or rather fly off in to their own spaces bringing me to an uncentered state again.
So, gyroscopic.
The alphabet soup of possible things many with similar overlapping symptoms was dragging me in. But as I think I tie nearly all of it as stemming from these (which I think I could collapse further into being coping mechanism to restore homeostasis) — AND the even my musicianship I can likely collapse into being way of externalizing time – or rather creating an auditory loop from into out and out to in which allows me to regulate some processes which might be generally ungrounded otherwise – or rather fly off in to their own spaces bringing me to an uncentered state again.
So, gyroscopic.
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oh i mean: so that I can tie these together like that means I can put it aside for when needed and instead focus on more important things.
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