OH! I NEVER POSTED IT! [FOUND THE CEMENT POST sitting in another tab] Ah ha! Bingo. Good. Very specific, very true, very accurate for me. I can CEMENT IT (“it” what?) on that and move forward. ELBW=Extremely Low Birthweight Survivors. (stuff in (is from me)) “ELBW survivors had lower odds of an alcohol or substance use disorder”… “but higher odds of: – generalized anxiety disorder (generic catastrophizing) – the generalized type of social phobia (performance anxiety, judgement (whether negative or positive)) – the inattentive subtype of attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (I’m sorry. What was I saying?)” https://pediatrics.aappublications.org/content/135/3/452.short

OH! I NEVER POSTED IT! [FOUND THE CEMENT POST sitting in another tab]
 
Ah ha! Bingo. Good. Very specific, very true, very accurate for me. I can CEMENT IT (“it” what?) on that and move forward. ELBW=Extremely Low Birthweight Survivors. (stuff in (is from me))
 
“ELBW survivors had lower odds of an alcohol or substance use disorder”… “but higher odds of:
- generalized anxiety disorder
(generic catastrophizing)
- the generalized type of social phobia
(performance anxiety, judgement (whether negative or positive))
- the inattentive subtype of attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder
(I’m sorry. What was I saying?)”
 
https://pediatrics.aappublications.org/content/135/3/452.short
I think I had had this open when Navveen Dangwal helped me see that seeing self-as-machinery to the exclusion of being the operator may be an incorrect direction – and I was so surprised and glad for that, I’d forgotten to post this.

The alphabet soup of possible things many with similar overlapping symptoms was dragging me in. But as I think I tie nearly all of it as stemming from these (which I think I could collapse further into being coping mechanism to restore homeostasis) — AND the even my musicianship I can likely collapse into being way of externalizing time – or rather creating an auditory loop from into out and out to in which allows me to regulate some processes which might be generally ungrounded otherwise – or rather fly off in to their own spaces bringing me to an uncentered state again.

So, gyroscopic.
oh i mean: so that I can tie these together like that means I can put it aside for when needed and instead focus on more important things.

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