no no.. I just can’t. That language. From age 7-9 I had a piano teacher that tried filling my head with that stuff. I passed everything (I still have the binder) but I forever afterwards to this very day just CAN’T use that language. ANATHEMA
THIS is Tonic. I’ll accept “Skin Tonic” now, after years of denial.
But for music, nope. Just can’t do it. My mind’s pushback on it is visceral, animalistic, poker chips on the back of the hands for “correct posture”…. NOpe noPe