No apologies needed! It’s wonderful to have feedback of having been noticed: I’m never entirely sure until then.
There’s a rube goldberg machine that extends far beyond my body and also into my mind and an abstraction that is functionally similar to my satisfaction if not biologically correct is a continuous project of mine, whether intentionally or not. It’s just how I ‘see’ things in the minds eye when I’m listening or noticing.
More of a sense than a see really.
I have a certain confidence that I’m right at the brink of “that breakthrough” – and I go through many breakthroughs a week, barriers passed. Sometimes it’s a new version of something I once knew, othertimes it’s totally new.
I can’t fully know others until I know myself. It’s not fair to them or honest if I do otherwise.