Kenneth Udut: Friend Whore.

Beautiful (handsome) and talented. I’m clever (either 134 or 142, depending which test I believe, so I got with 134 to keep me humble), but not extraordinarily high IQ Intelligence.

But it’s not what I have, it’s what I haven’t:
a) desire for conquest
b) the drive that feeds the desire.

Then again, I have a refocused broad drive around friendship. So that is a form of conquest and it has a similar drive. It can be laser focused when need be.

So, by reframing your question in a context that makes sense for my world:

I see a supernaturally awesome person I want to like me. It’s not for future gain (I’m not asking someone to give me money in the future) nor even for future contact (friendship maintenance can sometimes be a drag), but it *is* for the conquest of friendship.

But they’re entirely unlikeable. Brash. Asshole. They push away everybody who comes close. Or they’re part of a closed group where all else are excluded and membership requires a strict code to be followed.

BUT – I don’t want to *join*. I want to befriend the individual. I don’t care about their group wall.

So, that’s my obsession. I’m a friend whore.

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