It took me EIGHT YEARS to REALLY really see it. I didn’t know what I was looking for; I’d _say it_ (like here — what is “attention stealer” but attention deficit?) but I didn’t -know-. I’d say it outright and go “yeah yeah, it’s probably inattentive ADHD or maybe autism or ocd or something else but I gotta keep looking to see where my intuition will take me because it’s not that – although I’m sure it plays a part”. but I kept dancing around it. I called it my “strange attractor” I kept circling but not seeing. It’s joining this group with SPECIFICALLY adult inattentive ADHD and seeing “more me” than I’d ever seen in a group of people – that I thought: “WHAT IF it was ALL Inattentive ADHD?” And within a day, just a few days ago, it seems I could tie it all into – my frustrations in life, the things I’m really really good at, even my methodologies and processes and minor habits that are all in my head that are invisible unless I talk about them.

It took me EIGHT YEARS to REALLY really see it. I didn’t know what I was looking for; I’d _say it_ (like here — what is “attention stealer” but attention deficit?) but I didn’t -know-. I’d say it outright and go “yeah yeah, it’s probably inattentive ADHD or maybe autism or ocd or something else but I gotta keep looking to see where my intuition will take me because it’s not that – although I’m sure it plays a part”. but I kept dancing around it. I called it my “strange attractor” I kept circling but not seeing. It’s joining this group with SPECIFICALLY adult inattentive ADHD and seeing “more me” than I’d ever seen in a group of people – that I thought: “WHAT IF it was ALL Inattentive ADHD?” And within a day, just a few days ago, it seems I could tie it all into – my frustrations in life, the things I’m really really good at, even my methodologies and processes and minor habits that are all in my head that are invisible unless I talk about them.

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