This sucks. I can’t pick anything.
I always listen to other people’s music. Whatever they’re into, I’m into and I learn to appreciate it quickly, because if you understand someone’s music, you understand THEM.
But myself? What do *I* like?
Unfortunately, it plays in my head every waking moment. No amount of instruments can get it out. I’ve tried. Technology ain’t there yet. The UI I need doesn’t exist, and I don’t have the patience to compose slowly. It either comes out when it’s being composed, or fit.
I can play very fast on the piano for that reason and piano came closest, as did some stuff with synthesizers I tried once.
But what I like to listen to is always playing.
And i can’t share it. And it really really sucks.