I will also then have the lack of pressure that I feel here to getting everything done, whereby I’ll be able to actually finish up the projects that I will surely be leaving unfinished here.

From: HAMP::KUDUT “Children’s Rights List Co-ordinator” 18-OCT-1991 10:25:26.64
To: HAMP::JHALL
CC: KUDUT
Subj: RE: Hi Ken…. Dose that mary, MARK, have a vax account Yet?

I don’t think that Mark has his account yet…

I’m doing ok-ish. I really can’t wait to get home to get a couple of jobs
and get some kind of income (read: REAL income) so that I can pay off my bills,
and get a computer. I will also then have the lack of pressure that I
feel here to getting everything done, whereby I’ll be able to actually
finish up the projects that I will surely be leaving unfinished here.

And that’s not just a negative attitude towards my work here: It’s a reality.

But there’s nothing I can do at this point. As Mark pointed out to me once,
much to my surprise, I am thin-skinned. I never expected him to say something
like that, but he is absolutely right. I used to let things slide off of
me… but recently, things have been unconsciously “getting to me”, to the
point where I just can’t work anymore…. a break is what I need.
I just hope they’ll let me back.
–Ken

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