love ya man Each time I do something like this and unleash it and gain acceptance, it gives a deep sense of validation. I understand the kind of urge towards competitiveness you describe; I get it too now and again, and I take “showing how awesome a bit of abnormal is” is the highest of compliments to me. I want to fully express myself and while there are always constraints, I try my best to be myself which, in the end, is about the only thing I can attempt to control somewhat.
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Good Om, Kenneth, you post such strange things, and with such frequency, that I feel like competing with you at it sometimes. Like I should be a bit stranger myself. And by that I mean, it’s good that there are people like you showing how awesome a bit of abnormal is. Keep on keeping on man. Keep on keeping on. ]