I started then abandoned (postponed) an outline when I realized I was lying to myself. I thought I ordered things in a braided history / sociocultural / biological and then theoretical. My big breakthrough six years ago. And I often do. But where I am lying to myself is when I asked “why do I order things that way and not some other way?” and that’s when I realized my truer answer is:
I’m writing about the “order of things for me”.