Just do the best I can each day, stay positive and focused on whatever I’m working on at the moment, help others not get too stuck in their own mires ’cause I don’t like being dragged down there either, and… well.. just keep working on something. I’m always working on something
Yeah, that’s a bad spot to get in. When someone’s in that spot (when the nihlistic monster starts to take over), I try to get them out of it or at least give some coping skills if they insist on living in that mindset.
I look at it this way: Statistically, I’m dead. Yet, I’m here. Not dead. So, that’s reason enough.
I call it my “undercurrent of melancholy”. It’s a river under a river, flowing simultaneously but at a different rate of speed. I keep swimming calmly, always knowing it’s there, but I never stop swimming just the same.
Your life isn’t money anyway. there’s no worth or worthless to it. Can’t sell it. Can’t buy it. You’re you. You deserve to be here ’cause you’re here. That’s good enough to stay. Besides, I like your feed when it shows up. You got your audience to think of.