i do and it’s exciting but then I quickly forget/neglect/realize it’s not the ‘it’ it yet and so i lose that sensation. so i quest for it a different way and each time i think there’s more coverage

i do and it’s exciting but then I quickly forget/neglect/realize it’s not the ‘it’ it yet and so i lose that sensation. so i quest for it a different way and each time i think there’s more coverage