I didn’t believe in time blindness for years; probably because it’s what other people TELL ME about myself that I can’t see… because.. I’m… blind to it.
But I accept that it’s true; and yes, I definitely relate to the inability to focus on just one line of successive thought at a time.
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I wonder sometimes if it’s that I don’t trust the future. Everything’s always fluctuating so how can I say how something will be in 5 years? Yet apparently regular people do this all the time.
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oh, that’s a fantastic point. Thank you; yes, I think that’s what I needed. It ties into pattern vs stochastic
of course, this whole thing is specifically ABOUT the point that lay between pattern + stochastic…
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