I always start at the end and work towards the start; in the previous stuff, this is what it was circling around – been attempting to unravel this one bit by bit through the years; it wasn’t getting the score I did; it was the gaping HOLE I felt when I tried to answer them. Absolutely clueless what they wanted. Totally alien to my thinking.

schooling being a microcosm of the society it founds, whatever drove THAT score to be what it was, would also affect other people around me who likely scored better and did not have the gaping hole in the same fashion, so I knew i’d butt heads with whatever that represented