From the time I was a boy, a few verses always stood out above all others and have guided me so far through my life.
“And after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.”
“love is the fulfilment of the law”
“Love the Lord your God, Love Thy Neighbor As Thyself – On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.”
So whether that knowledge speaks to you in any way, I don’t know. But I present it just the same.