Did all kinds of stuff then one day in my mid 20s was all set to join a monestary. Still could even though not religious. Now at 45, still haven’t gotten around to dating again. I get offers (from female and male alike) but I’d rather have friendships. The ups and downs of dating brought out shitty sides of me I didn’t like. I’d do fine now and not worried about “getting a date” part. I just like keeping friendshps much more.

Did all kinds of stuff then one day in my mid 20s was all set to join a monestary. Still could even though not religious. Now at 45, still haven’t gotten around to dating again. I get offers (from female and male alike) but I’d rather have friendships. The ups and downs of dating brought out shitty sides of me I didn’t like. I’d do fine now and not worried about “getting a date” part. I just like keeping friendshps much more.

I don’t have BPD but I was diagnosed with “Generalized Anxiety” as a kid. I tend towards a runaway manic I suppose if I’m stressed and I get stupid. Never did meds tho’ definitely ADHD.

oh dude I WANTED wellbrutrin for years. Looked perfect for me. Finally got around to it this year to stop smoking. It worked… then my body swelled up like a balloon – never had that before. I’m pissed because while on it, it did just what I’d hoped. [not so much the smoking did I care about but it helped with other stuff].

I don’t want to mess around again with meds after that. So, B12, magnesium + zinc, adequate daily protein, and managing people’s expectations of me works ok. But it would’ve been the one. strangely though, I don’t remember those two weeks, just that “inner chatter” stopped. I guess it didn’t record memories much for me in that time.

 

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