Being ever so slightly out of sync in a moment to moment basis – having a musical head – means I’m always feeling stuff flowing through/by/around,. Very annoying and overwhelming at times, othertimes occasionally wonderful, usually I have my defenses up and I hyperfocus in order to try to not notice it – it’s why I type so fast and put 100% into my conversations online.
Suffering is a luxury
Like, I mean, there’s no time to suffer. You need stretches of time for suffering to fill the suffering in.