Beautiful. I enjoy comparing models as I know from a very broad view, they all seek similar outcomes. But what’s in the black boxes? That’s where it gets to be fun. What works? What doesn’t? I don’t know. But I love watching them try, particularly at levels of detail and expertise that I could not do. Not enough lifetimes to acquire all of this knowledge myself in full form. But reading THE BOOK that sums up a life’s work, I get their best-of-the-best, the result of what was probably an adolescent notion, honed through decades, perfected and presented to the world for consumption, and consume I do.

Beautiful. I enjoy comparing models as I know from a very broad view, they all seek similar outcomes. But what’s in the black boxes? That’s where it gets to be fun.What works? What doesn’t? I don’t know. But I love watching them try, particularly at levels of detail and expertise that I could not do. Not enough lifetimes to acquire all of this knowledge myself in full form.But reading THE BOOK that sums up a life’s work, I get their best-of-the-best, the result of what was probably an adolescent notion, honed through decades, perfected and presented to the world for consumption, and consume I do.
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 It does, from my point of view. “ye shall be as gods”. Logics and maths and machines upon which we map our platonic imaginations onto that function not so unlike ourselves, I never cease to be amazed.
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 I tackle my demons constantly. I can’t do electrical engineering, philosophy, logic, math. But I can try to digest, summarize, share what makes sense, try to find SOMETHING i can take away from it.Basically, Amazon reviews. That’s my level.
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  I have a lot of trouble ‘sticking with’ any particular theory. All are broken. I don’t know which is full. But I can learn from each and maybe it’s me that’s broken. I still try to piece things together. So much to learn.
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When I first talked to you online, I enjoyed your cryptic wordplay. Riddles, some to be deciphered, some perhaps private jokes known only to you but I still tried.That’s basically how I view most communication. Wordplay, a riddle, I try to understand or at least find something from it.
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  I don’t write
think I how
as did if I
scrambled outs.
But not much
hard to play
scrambling back to what others expect do I do, best I can.
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  it’s fighting constant fro within to go without, not much lacking but I try, understanding for other’s I feel, not so much necessary but want to I do, otherwise not much interplay which I want, seeking with others.
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 I don’t have much actual empathy but I like peace, so I try to find routes to get there. Some like battle, so I give it. I’m service oriented, not always a good thing but it is what it is.
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 priotitizing. So important, so personal.
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