and even if you decide, NOT to do it, that’s also ok. I’m not going to hold you to anything. Let the creativity take you where it wants to. I let boredom be my guide. I pursue an interest with as much fervor and focus as I can muster. I… drive ppl nuts with my obsessiveness over things.
And then… sometimes.. I just stop.
I get bored of it. It becomes a chore instead of a pleasure. I used to suffer and continue, thinking suffering was a virtue. And… it _can_ be of course.
But it doesn’t have to be. I let myself get ‘into’ things, I let myself “get out of things’, and I allow others that same freedom I want for myself.