白云泉 I came to this because I’ve wondered where my musical talent came from
I play by ear.
I can play almost any musical instrument you throw at me in a few minutes. (so far)
but where does it come from and why do I do it?
they recognized it in me when I was in the highchair tapping songs with my fingers.
but why was i?
after all these years about an hour ago it clicked in.
there is no other possibility except it’s a form of Stimming
self stimulation to reduce anxiety
from that point of view, whether imitation or creating new music, it keeps me in the present moment and engaged in a focused activity that holds my interest for unusually long periods of time.
it fits because music therapy is unusually effective for:
all of which i fit into.
so I have been railroaded into a conclusion that I can’t deny but that I never considered.